[WaifuApple]

Diary Entry 5 - Past and Future

I tried so hard to forget the things I had done. Tried by force more often than not, too. But something seems to be keeping me bound to those memories - a desire to make things right and put things straight once and for all. I suppose now that I have a family to plan for I should be taking things easy... but it simply is not in my blood. Not that I'd be free of action anyway. In fact, something feels off so much more than often now...

...I feel the past might soon finally confront me.

But I'm preparing for that. Taking every opportunity the world will allow me to right my wrongs and brace for an inevitable violent confrontation with those of my past. The Falcons - Though by name they have been quiet, I certainly feel their ties to Bloodlust are certainly deeper than just more traitors. No, they're probably in league with them - but then, why hide it? I wonder what is going on in that maddened mind of his...

I've left one group behind, and so my letter has been sent in for another instead. Hoping for the best simply won't be of any use to me now. For the sake of me, my family, and the world - I will carry on. Even if they do not think it sane anymore...