[Sarah54321]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pkwLVGWYzA

The Song of an Emotional Being

He who finds that he can feel one last time...

Well, now then, Don't look at me like such, My dear friend,
It makes me upset that this has to be.
Holding the axe in my hand,
I wonder just when things changed to be this way,

Now please, do not smile like that, my dear friend,
It makes me so sad that I hold the axe at your throat.
Yet when I look back at our history,
What could we have done to prevent it all?

Thrown away, tossed away, given away,
All of these books, these texts, these words,
All down the drain like nothing nothing nothing at all is worth.

Where will I, the sinner, go to once things have finally settled?

I saw the sky, so kind and blue.
I felt the breeze tickle on my soft skin.
The world spins 'round,
My feet hit the ground.
I felt at peace, once again in my life.

My whole body, feels so light,
What is this feeling that I have?
Is it okay? Is it alright?
To be so happy about our death?

"Of course it is. Of course it is."
The voice replies with a happy tune in its tone.
I see a smile in the sky, the one just like yours.
I smile back and reach a hand forward.

Someday I'll see you again,
I said with a promise then,
And I fell down into the pits,
Of what is hell, what it's worth.

And now I stand here, staring away from 'God',
Why is it that I'm afraid to be seen like this?
Is it because for once in my life I feel guilty for doing such a thing?

Please don't look at me, lord of my race,
I'm ashamed to have fallen for such a nasty trap.
Yet when I look back and see it, I can't feel guilty at all,
No, not at all.

Falling down, Falling down, Falling down,
Falling falling, tumbling, scraping, and damning,
All into a little hole known as the hellish world, hellish land,

Thick and slow like my own sins crawling up my very spine.

'It began again, just like any day.
I asked for you to come with me.
And so we did, in a forest astray,
No one would find us if we went too far.'

'Once again, I felt the wind.
I felt like I was truly alive.
This anger, this happiness.
I felt like I was flying in the sky.'

And then I saw, the blood on my hands. I couldn't realize what was going on,
That voice, it said to me. 'Kill him or be killed by my own hand'.
So I raised up the blade, and prepared to swing.
I stared directly into his eyes,
And I let out a cry. Quite a surprise.

Well now, don't look for me at all, my dear friend.
After all, we're not of the same world anymore.
I, who left to go downwards, looks to the sky through the chasm above.

It's okay if we don't see each other anymore,
I found that I don't deserve a blessing like that.
If I asked one more time, would you smile for me just like that?

So this is the end of the world for me,
I see the darkness beginning to eat me up,
It's okay though because I just smiled and began to sleep again.

Goodbye to the world that I loved,
Perhaps I hated it at the same time.
It's alright though, because I finally began to feel for the last time...